Thanks, Complaints, and South Park 9/30/03

Grr. I wish I had more free time to update this thing. Stupid homework, stupid housework. I work more than mum does, yet oddly enough I owe her money because I receiveth not a dime. This is so stupid. I should stop complaining I guess. I've got it good in many extents. At least I don't complain as much as some people I know, most of which manage to have it absolutely made in several ways. I'll just try from here to be thankful for what He has given me, and not look for things I believe I need, but only wish to have. I will take my life as it comes, and thank Him for all He gives me. I will accept the gifts He gives me with thanks, and I will not blame Him for my own shortcomings and problems. Hopefully by doing this my life will become better, but that is not why I do such. With thanking him, I will, as ungreedily as possible, pray that He will bring me one I can love and worship Him with, and an environment which helps me see alll His blessings, rather than what people believe His shortcomings as shown in the ignorance of mankind, which led me to many of my worse beliefs in times prior to this. Either way I will thank Him, for I love Him, and He is my true father. *Kneels and bows head*

I know many of you already believe this entry is too long, but I'm not done yet. First of all I want to tell anyone that reads this a warning on when they tell me of a relationship they know of. If one person's soul is too shrouded and unkind for the other, yet the other is infatuated, I do not want to hear about it. I don't mean to whine, but that makes me so angry. I look around the school, and see all these couples slobbering all over each other, probably already slept together, and one still doesn't know the other's last name, and probably doesn't care because he has 12 other girls on the side. Nice guys finish last. I know thats not the way it works all the time, but the majority of the time it is. Nice guys have trouble being with anyone, because someone with a smaller gut and a bigger ego gets to claim the spot. Its horrible. I'm sorry for whining, but this is my journal, and I believe I'm entitld to say what I feel, and this issue is a very big one for me, because it hurts so many. Eh, Im sure most of you have tuned out by now, so whatever.

By the way, I made my own personalized South Park character. You can do it to at Comedy Central.

*Tries to find ways to get some money to pay debts*

P.S. Im trying to make some updates to the journal. For instance I've got some new quizzes on there, and Im adding some more link stuff, like the journals and webcomics I frequent. I'll keep all 3.2 of you updated.