Spirits of Band Camp 7/31/2003

*Grabs face* Mine flesh! It burneth! The agony of mine sins hath caught up to thee. Or maybe its just really bad sunburn. Stupid band camp. Well, at least it takes me away from everything, or maybe it just renewed my doubts. A little of both I guess. So many people made sure to do there best to remind me why we dislike each other. But music helps, even if it is too hard to play with those moronic positions in the blazing sun. Hmm..... I hate band camp. I've come to hate so much. Such a lovely hated life I lead. Hopefully Thanatos will come over to "play" soon. I do hope that one can be understood by the Christians. Curse this life. I think maybe I should just end it and go to Lucifer (in case you're wondering, the branch I study believes Lucifer the keeper of the darkened souls.) Soon Gaia will place my soul into another body, hopefully one with a better life. Hopefully a less hated person. I wonder what thats like. Grr I should stop whining now. Nobody reads this thing anymore. I don't blame them, my usual horrid babbling is enough. This dumbass will leave you be now.

*looks in his empty planner for a day to arrange a meeting with Thanatos*