Updates 6/09/2003

I apologize for not updating for a while. Along with my usual laziness and incompetance, I have been very afraid lately. I have come quite close to losing someone I love dearly, possibly two of them. I don't exactly understand what one tries to say. I believe it is all over now. I hope so at least. To think, someone with such a beautiful view of death like I, so saddened because someone I love is going to do so. I am such a hypocrite. I need to leave that alone, it keeps me from being completely devoid of emotion.

I wonder if women know that the reason they believe all guys are jerks is because those are the only ones they go for? The more womanizing a man is, the more a woman wants him. If he'll treat her like scum, then she has the hots for him. I hate the way our world works. I guess Ill live a bachelor all my life. Its not like I give a crap. All love causes is pain. Im not the only one who realizes this either. Read this comic, then this one. Any woman reading this don't act like you're any different, its a universal problem.

Walks out the darkened door alone as usual.