It Begins Again: 5/22/2003

Okay. Here we go again. I tried the whole diary thing way back when (I've provided my entries for you), but the server kept messing with my journal. I've decided that I won't trust anything with my thoughts but myself. I should be able to express them as I wish without having to worry about their servers and templates. So here it is: my world. Welcome to it. Some of you at least. All are welcome into my world until they prove otherwise. Might I add to that that many do. Either way, please forgive me for not having the page fully done. I'm still working out my code and stuff. Once more, if you get pleasure from my pain, all of you sadists out there, feel free to look around.

Let us move on to the actual diary content. Hmm. I have to go work on the new accursed house tomorrow. We humans and our homes, we should just live outside like the animals. We are such greedy bastards (another reason I like making my own diary: no censors). Um... I've been thinking about suicide, but that is really nothing new. I'm trying to find a beautiful way to do it. Theres no way to say I'm sorry like having to scrape brian mass and congealed blood of the wall. I hope Raye wants to keep our promise. Speaking of Raye, she surprised me today. I don't feel like saying how, I'll just say I'd forgotten what happiness was until then. I need a way to get out of playing at graduation tomorrow. I don't go to that accursed school for the summer, I should be free. What am I talking about, we will never be free. Curse it, I need to go to sleep. Goodnight and happy nightmares everyone.

*bows and departs*